maybe a breakthrough has finally occurred. i've been feeling better about myself more and more lately which is a great feeling. kaitlyn and i are really consistent with our daily emails on food and workouts which is so helpful. and today i had an exciting happening. it was very warm today and i decided to try on my swim suit and see about getting a bit of color on my pasty white skin. i looked in the mirror and actually liked what i saw! imagine that! no walking awkwardly to hide cellulite and "wobbly bits" as bridget jones so accurately calls them. it was a great feeling. all things sucked in, tight, and toned. and then after tanning a bit, i went inside and put on a t shirt and a pair of shorts that last year were too snug, and this year hang off my hips. i'm not minding that one bit! soon enough i'll get my updated pictures up on here so i can show off the inches lost. even if the numbers aren't going down as fast as i'd like, i am down to a size seven now! i can actually wash and dry my jeans and pants and shirts instead of air drying them to insure comfortable fitting. haha i'm getting excited about this even more now and am so glad that my body craves healthy activity now.